Write about a time when you didn’t take action but wish you had. What would you do differently?

I should have left a bad relationship sooner, but was stuck. I was brought up to believe “for better or worse, til death do us part”. After I lost my husband to cancer, my brain went sideways and I craved the stability of a good relationship. So I started another, with the same mindset- but the fella thought differently-he was helping me get over losing my hubby. He was clear right from the beginning-but my emotions said I could change that – didn’t – but had a good ride – Relationship number 2 post hubby – sadly I had not learned my lesson and did it again – for almost 10 years – the heart wants what the heart wants – dxed with MS one year in and he did help with that – but otherwise – not so much –

So, I have shyed away from what the heart wants – and today on the 21st year since hubby passed where am I?